It's Time To Play Family Feud!

To me it seems like my family has been playing our own version of Family Feud and it's NOTHING like the game show. I swear we are like a family you would see on a reality t.v. show. There is so much unnecessary ongoing drama and many unbelievable things that happen that make me positive we would make for great evening entertainment. I'm not quite sure if that's a good or bad thing.

The events that have recently transpired just seem so surreal to me. I was right in the middle of everything and I still can't believe it. I just can't comprehend the nerve of some people and how selfish they can be and not see the negative effects that their poor decisions have on the people they care about.

This past week I was stressed beyond belief, became an insomniac, shed more tears than I knew I could produce, and did the most rebellious thing in my life. I learned a really important lesson through it all: My family will be there for me 100% and do whatever is necessary to protect the people they love.

Oh, anyone who says that t.v is bad or that it's not educational, unless it is an educational channel of course, is very wrong. My family and I used some knowledge that could have only been learned from watching the shows that we do (except when studied in school). We watch them together on a weekly basis in fact. The family that watches crime shows together stays together :)

I am so ready to have a normal summer like any other 19 year old, but then again, my life has never been normal and I have had to deal with things that most people my age (and older) haven't had to endure. I used to believe that things happened for a reason. I guess I still do, but I have yet to figure out the reasons behind the hand I was dealt. I mean the obvious one is that all the obstacles make me a stronger person, but there has to be more than that. Right? I feel that if that were the only lesson to be learned that I could have done without some of the crap I've had to put up with. Unfortunately, the crap keeps coming so I just figure there must be more. Can't wait to see what's next. Not. Well, maybe just a little.

Also, I just want to say that my sister, Alina, is the bravest 12 year old around. She is so strong. Even though I am the older sister, sometimes I can't help but look up to her. She is amazing and I love her to death!