Roots Before Branches

If I had to pick a theme song for my life right now, it would be Roots Before Branches by Room For Two. I am completely in love with this song. I feel like the lyrics perfectly describe my thoughts and how I'm feeling right now. Watch the video!

I've been struggling with some things lately, but you wouldn't know it looking at me. It's the main reason for my long blogging absence. I think I'm pretty good at hiding when things are wrong, which isn't always a good thing. Sometimes I wish people could just tell so I wouldn't have to ask for help. I hate asking for help, even when I really need it. I hate feeling like I've disappointed others and myself when things don't turn out the way I think they should. 

This song says it all. Right now I'm working on developing my roots so I can have my branches. It's been a difficult start, but I think I'm slowly getting there. I know it's going to be a long process to get to where I want and deserve to be, but I know I can do it. I have the love and support of my Heavenly Father, my Savior Jesus Christ and my wonderful family (especially my Nana). I am so blessed and grateful and I hope I can one day live up the potential they know I have.