Waves

Yesterday was a rough day for my family. Certain events transpired and didn't have the expected outcome. Feelings of anger and frustration have been coming in waves throughout the last two days. I know it's over and done with and that there isn't anything I can do right now to change anything. I hate that feeling of helplessness. I really don't like to see people I love suffering or in pain. I wish there was something I could do make everything better. I can't help but feel that the outcome could have been different if I had been home and there in person to support my family, especially my sister. Ok, I'm done dwelling on what's already in the past. Time to look forward to the future and hope things turn out the way they are supposed to.